warmth isn’t soiled
April 20, 2022
seeking a thought from a time when
my hands were
frayed and
raggedy and
worn down.
needing to be fixed up
like patchwork needs mending.
my mouth filled with
synonyms for love
but veiled.
a time when
i opened my palms wide for the sun,
then warmth began to feel wrong.
forgetting
kindness, gentleness
is never untrue
is never fallacious.
trying to
unravel, release
the softness of my bones.
trying to
teach my neurons that
caring is not a synonym for hurting.